Stupid mistake :(

I was really fed up today, for a variety of reasons, and too distracted to do something. 

Anything could happen, which means there’s a horrifying possibility of it all going WRONG.

 So I decided to go for a walk, or at least having a cup of milo in the evening. hurm

Yup, it’s totally normal. But, still I wasn’t clear myself really.

 I’m sure I will use some of what I’ve already experiences.

 It feels really awful to remember something I know isn’t right to think about.

 It feels equally awful, if not worse, to look at something that 

I remember and thought at the time was right, and to realise now that 

it actually sucks. But those awful feelings are there for a reason. 

It’s because I made the mistake, and now I’ve learned from it,

 so yeah, I can make it better. And I will make mistakes. I have to. 

It might make me feel better, though, to know that those mistakes are necessary.

This is the last.

So I’m feeling a little bit sorry for myself.

feel like crying oh no!! :'(